until then x

Everything's going wrong, and i think im probably the world's most unluckiest girl. because its seems like in whatever i do, whenever i've reached my personal goal, and im happy, everything else has to bring it down. 92% for Maths and im only 4th in class. Tell me please, frustrating or not?! And even though i put in SO MUCH effort in doing something, someone has to be better than me w/o even putting in effort. Nothing seems to pay off for me. Got back our super-duper-easy math test and i scored 3/8. What the fuck. THREE. thats a FAIL. I really am something huh. I expected myself to score badly but not this bad?! Seriously man. Some people i never knew could ace their Math scored a 6, a 7. And how about me?! t-h-r-e-e. I was so upset that i wish that i could crush my paper, tear it into a million and one pieces, burn it and throw its ashes into the sea. And i almost cried. over a damn test. and an easy one at that. And after school, i had to collect the tiles from everyone and that bitch had to throw her tantrum at me just because her tile was incomplete. what the fuck. the teacher gave you a deadline and your job is to meet it. cant? your loss. thats all. you cant blame me. CO was....... worst. dont even feel like talking about it now. 10 more days to SYF '09 and 12 more days to EMDD '09. The days are drawing nearer and nearer. Damn it.

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