this
is
watery
so
fcking
heart
red
wrecking
eyes


today was just another day of remorse.

i shall try to blog about the happier things in life, but unfortunately, there are none currently..
anyway, today started off fine. PE was fun. Everything was okay, then after CO we sat down in a circle to reflect on ourselves. Finally. Many people teared up, including me, i don't know why. perhaps its because i cant take the pressure any longer. everything just isn't.. falling into place. Maybe what the SLs said didn't really apply to me.. and i dont know why i started crying either. I've already gave my best, but im not sure if i can do better. can kcco be salvaged? mmmmm and i just couldnt stop myself from sobbing and sobbing today. what's wrong with me? am i the only one who is feeling pressurized?!?

:'(