I have so many drafts saved in my Blogger acc but never clicked Publish.
Below is a whole chunk of words you do not wish to read.

I am sick and tired of everything.
My results are screwed up like shit and some people just cannot shut the fuck up. Just after exams are over everyone's feeling like this. Teary eyed bout their results. So far i have 2 subjects that have scored a C6. I have never gotten this sort of marks before, esp for those subjects. Little did i know that i scored so badly for my other subjects as well. I am going to mug very hard, very very hard, for next year, streaming year. I need and want to get into 3/6, the Triple Science class. Which is rather, impossible. Tutor says i must take A maths and for CA1 next year i must get 75 for my maths. My maths is slowly improving, and im trying my very best already to score well. But i know that Tutor just wants the best for all of us. I have no idea what to do for my Saturdays now, Academic or CCA? I can miss none, neither can i list out the pros of missing either of them. I can't sleep everynight, i toss and turn for bout 45 minutes before i finally get to sleep. There are so many things in my mind that i cannot solve and tell anyone. Clique is having some problems. I think its gonna be J.A.C.K.A.S soon, without the M. The moment one leaves, everyone just starts bitching bout her like nobody's business. I am a idiot who doesn't know who to do anything right for once and for all. I suck at comforting people and im sick of it. You can say that im a useless girl with no sense of urgency and emotion. I really think im brainless at times. I can never do things right. and I dont feel anything when i get a B3 for my English. Moreover, i have to face people who come crying at me, with nothing to say, when i can't even calm myself down. I'm useless. I'm angry and disappointed in myself. Sometimes i really wonder if there would be any difference if i were to be gone. Bye.